It has been long time not to write due to occupied time filled with writing writing and writing.
For these years, because of my hobby to write and writing, I have written hundreds of doc thesis essay short discussion story and others. And, i have met so many friends, enemy, bosses, brothers, sisters and family within my work.
I know any job has its own trouble and tiredness. This kind of work, writing has its own tiredness, stress, crying, stuck, blank and troubles along the way, since the day of agreement until the day of submission of the paper.
Many kind of style and patterns of clients which some of them are friendly care understanding tolerate as one family. And, some of them treating me like Im the one eating their money, hahaha.....what the word 'eating'? They treating me at the beginning like someone who desperately need my help, later treating me like their slave and maid. Because of what?? Money??? Yes, they think they can treat people any how any way they like because they have money and they give money to that people. Hello!!! we are helping each other okay? No boss no slave no maid nothing!! Even no status and occupation, just between someone who need help to write their own and the one who prepare to help by spending time, brain, thought, opinion to help!!!!
I have met many good people in fact, I love them, I pray for them, I ask Allah to make me easy to write and help them and ask Allah to give them a success. For those who have big heart. Like someone from Singapore, that adik very nice, even more than 10 times the lecturer ask her to correct, she pay me each time I write and correct because she said ' kakak dah luangkan masa utk adik' When she dont think about money, I also dont think much about my boring and tired doing the same paper for her. Someone from Perak and Kak Liza are very understanding, about my tiredness and my work. And, they pay not as upah, but as a thank because helping me, kak!!
Many others are kind and I can feel as adik-adik because I know my age,....hehe
For them, Allah will substitute your money to help me. And, Alhamdulillah Allah helps me to help you...Alhamdulillah.
Also, there are many grrrrr.........persons. Insult my work, say bad think and even doa bad things because their work rejected and incomplete, not asking nice and polite as what they did at the beginning. Why you can ask help politely desperately, then why you insult someone who help you????? You are educated right??? You are profesional right??? or do you think Iam ROBOT or GOD who never done mistake??????????
For sure I am mistaken...I am human with many weaknesses and forgetful someytimes....why dont ask or discussed politely like before???
You think about your money thousand , did you think about advices or opinion Im sharing without payment. In whatsapp for example, I give opinion and advices for free, and Islam said that kind of small thing for you is big because this is ilmu, have you think about that? Come on larr...you are educated not darjah 5 student!!!!!!!
Small things like that should not be mentioned here, but I want you to think.......dont think small matter like that have no value, because its free. it is big value in the eyes of Allah you know!!!
SENANG CAKAP....IF YOU RASA YOU BUAT PERFECT DAN ORANG LAIN BUAT SALAH, BUAT SENDIRI LAH....... X PAYAH MINTAK TOLONG ORANG LAIN. YOU X TAHU HOW THAT PERSON CONDITION HOW PAIN HOW TIRED HOW AND HOW DIA BAUT UNTUK TOLONG YOU...... THEN X PANDAI TERIMA KASIH AND BERKIRA WITH YOUR MONEY, DIO IT YOURSELF OKAY!!! IN FACT, IF ALLAH NAK YOUR MOENY ALL LOST AND YOU TURN TO POOR, YOU WILL BE POOR WITHOUT PAYING ME YOUR MONEY!!!!!
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AKU MANUSIA.....AKU ADA PERASAAN...AKU BUKAN ROBOT AKU BUKAN TUHAN....
OHHHH................ ;(((((((
