POEM IS WRITTEN FROM A DEEP HEART

OLD MOM.

A mom,
She is a hidden treasure
Become a very priceless figure for
those who always appreciate her with thank and respect
Become a very gloomy statue for
Those who know her present but without a blink of eyes

A mom,
Back then, she was a very busy carer and giver
She was the best feeder
She was the best free homekeeper
She was the best gardener
She was the best teacher
Even the best maid ever
Indeed, it is not a 'was'
But,
She is the best for everything until
She closes her wrinkle eyes forever

Old Mom,
Sometimes, She cries for nothing
She will not show it to us
Her unstop prayers without our knowing
In contrast,
We always miss to say thank
We always miss to kiss her
We always miss to hold her hand
We always forget every necessary things about her

Old Mom,
Her cries and prayers for us to the heaven
Put your eyes and heart
Before it too late. 



Teacher Yasmine,
2019 / Sept

MY WORK YOUR WORK OUR WORK IN UPAH MENAIP; imaninuryase@gmail.com (for any info)

It has been long time not to write due to occupied time filled with writing writing and writing.

For these years, because of my hobby to write and writing, I have written hundreds of doc thesis essay short discussion story and others. And, i have met so many friends, enemy, bosses, brothers, sisters and family within my work.

I know any job has its own trouble and tiredness. This kind of work, writing has its own tiredness, stress, crying, stuck, blank and troubles along the way, since the day of agreement until the day of submission of the paper.

Many kind of style and patterns of clients which some of them are friendly care understanding tolerate as one family. And, some of them treating me like Im the one eating their money, hahaha.....what the word 'eating'? They treating me at the beginning like someone who desperately need my help, later treating me like their slave and maid. Because of what?? Money??? Yes, they think they can treat people any how any way they like because they have money and they give money to that people. Hello!!! we are helping each other okay? No boss no slave no maid nothing!! Even no status and occupation, just between someone who need help to write their own and the one who prepare to help by spending time, brain, thought, opinion to help!!!!

I have met many good people in fact, I love them, I pray for them, I ask Allah to make me easy to write and help them and ask Allah to give them a success. For those who have big heart. Like someone from Singapore, that adik very nice, even more than 10 times the lecturer ask her to correct, she pay me each time I write and correct because she said ' kakak dah luangkan masa utk adik' When she dont think about money, I also dont think much about my boring and tired doing the same paper for her. Someone from Perak and Kak Liza are very understanding, about my tiredness and my work. And, they pay not as upah, but as a thank because helping me, kak!!

Many others are kind and I can feel as adik-adik because I know my age,....hehe

For them, Allah will substitute your money to help me. And, Alhamdulillah Allah helps me to help you...Alhamdulillah.

Also, there are many grrrrr.........persons. Insult my work, say bad think and even doa bad things because their work rejected and incomplete, not asking nice and polite as what they did at the beginning. Why you can ask help politely desperately, then why you insult someone who help you????? You are educated right??? You are profesional right??? or do you think Iam ROBOT or GOD who never done mistake??????????

For sure I am mistaken...I am human with many weaknesses and forgetful someytimes....why dont ask or discussed politely like before???

You think about your money thousand , did you think about advices or opinion Im sharing without payment. In whatsapp for example, I give opinion and advices for free, and Islam said that kind of small thing for you is big because this is ilmu, have you think about that? Come on larr...you are educated not darjah 5 student!!!!!!!

Small things like that should not be mentioned here, but I want you to think.......dont think small matter like that have no value, because its free. it is big value in the eyes of Allah you know!!!

SENANG CAKAP....IF YOU RASA YOU BUAT PERFECT DAN ORANG LAIN BUAT SALAH, BUAT SENDIRI LAH....... X PAYAH MINTAK TOLONG ORANG LAIN. YOU X TAHU HOW THAT PERSON CONDITION HOW PAIN HOW TIRED HOW AND HOW DIA BAUT UNTUK TOLONG YOU...... THEN X PANDAI TERIMA KASIH AND BERKIRA WITH YOUR MONEY, DIO IT YOURSELF OKAY!!! IN FACT, IF ALLAH NAK YOUR MOENY ALL LOST AND YOU TURN TO POOR, YOU WILL BE POOR WITHOUT PAYING ME YOUR MONEY!!!!!

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AKU MANUSIA.....AKU ADA PERASAAN...AKU BUKAN ROBOT AKU BUKAN TUHAN....

OHHHH................ ;(((((((

LOVE IN SCHOOL, IT IS APPROPRIATE??

               Teenagers is a very valuable asset for a country, this is a generation and future leaders in the continuing struggle of the present leaders towards the development and progress of the society and the state. Therefore, any question arises as to the teenagers, either directly or indirectly, is a very sensitive issue and a major focus in the society, especially the government.

               In the new edition of Kamus Dewan (1993: 1046), youth is defined as "old enough or young. They generally have a different feeling in life; by location of residence and identity are influenced by the culture of their own lives. However, as teenagers, they share certain things in common, for example, the feeling of wanting to love and be loved, love and ambition. Teen word in English is called 'adolescence' and, often referred to the period of transition between childhood and adulthood in one's life. The period is usually divided into what can be termed early teens. The age of the reference period is between 12 to 16 or 18 years (Anuar bin Puteh, 2001). This time period is the most challenging for a young person, because it is they need someone or a group of 'Role Model' in the live well.

               Fair if a girl had feelings for other boys in a school, because this is a natural phenomenon of adolescent boys and girls in physical and mental development process from childhood to adolescence in the maturation process. Drs Awang Sudjai (19771903) believes that, adolescence is the age when a person is growing up, puberty and already old enough to get married. Some also define adolescence as a time of transition in the process of human development among the youth and adults (Khadijah Haidi Khalid l994: l). He noted that the youth is a stage marked puberty or old enough that the indications referring to the process of menstruation for women and for men they are starting to produce seeds through semen. In psychology, they began to be attracted to someone of the opposite gender, the boys started to attract girls, while girls start to take care of their physical appearance to draw attention to the teenage boy.

               That is what is happening among young people in schools, especially secondary schools the majority of students from the age of 13 years (level 1) to the students aged between 19 years (grade 6). And, in this age range we often hear the term 'Love Monkey', that love which is often impermanent and not be based on 'marry' agreement. Most of them, only because it meets the requirements of a feeling of 'wanting to love, to be loved' alone.

              It becomes worse when the issue of 'puppy love' or the 'coupling' in this school days led to moral decadence and moral issues, where the term 'dating' came into existence. Dating is not only, but also began action 'holding hands', kissing, groping, touching, and ultimately lead to the occurrence of an intimate relationship, where all the action is clearly forbidden in the religion of Islam.

ALLAH TAALA says in the Holy Quran:
"Say to the believing men: should lower their gaze and guard their modesty; That is purer for them; surely Allah is Aware of what they do. "

(Surah An-Nur: Verse 30)

That is, men are prohibited from seeing the woman's body except the face and palms. Because the other parts is an aurat (Nik Hazwan Hamizan, 2012). The aurat alone was illegal, how about hold or touch the opposite sex bodies outside of marriage? Though from a hadith narrated from Ibn Majah states that;
"Enlivening swine (pigs) are better than contact or touch (intentionally) with a non-mahram woman."
 Which means, in contact with her skin, holding hands between couples of the opposite sex who are not married are prohibited outright by Islam.

               Deputy Minister of Development, Women and Community Development Minister Datuk Azizah Mohd Dun said to the hearing in Dewan Rakyat, Kuala Lumpur, as many as 26 cases of abandoned babies were reported nationwide in the first quarter of 2014 (http://peraktoday.com.my/, June / 2014), which, according to the statistics of the Royal Malaysia Police (PDRM), Selangor recorded the highest cases of five cases, four cases followed by Sabah and Sarawak and Pahang each of the three cases. This new small fraction of cases are reported, how about the cases which are deliberately marginalized or hidden? And, more unfortunately, when majority of the babies involved teenagers, mostly Malay Muslims. Such a shameful to the name of religion among multicultural and multi-religious nation.

The question that arises in this paper is that, should this 'puppy love' or monkey love is left spreading freely among teenagers and secondary school students?


CLOSING
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REFERENCES
Anuar bin Puteh (2001) .Development AND YOUTH FORMATION BY ISLAM TIF perspex. Malaysia Review, vol. XIX, N0. 2 / December 2001. Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia, Bangi, Malaysia.
Nik Hazwan Hamizan (2012) .Why COUPLE IS ILLEGAL? COUPLE WHO SAID WHAT NAS IS ILLEGAL? Published in the http://www.nikhanz.com/

http://peraktoday.com.my/?p=190653

WRITING SERVICES IS TO HELP YOU BUT NOT FOR FREE

Hi and Assalamualaikum everybody....

It takes long time to write here, in a gap i am very busy writing tesis, assignments, journal, or even review journals for my clients. Yeah.... writing is so tiredsome but what to say it is my hobby to write. But, please, dont take advantage on me, i am your writer, your tesis writer not your servant or tea lady!

It just a month ago, while a guy looking at me urgently. He said that he was cheated by another writer, and he nearly dropped from the semester. Well, i am a human being, with sense of pity and urge to help. So, i agree to help, but, if you want your urgent work within a very limited time, you must pay double or triple, because it is not an easy work you know, to finish 30000 words within a week like that, are you crazy? I am not a robot!!!!!!!!!!!!

Push and push, push and push...push and push..... totally different from his humble voice and manner t the first time he asked me to help, and agree with the payment, even PROMISE to pay.

Day and night, hours and hours... with a texting without reply, just then i realize, ohhhh.... he deserved to be treated like that by another writer, look at him, how he treat others??

And, finally where is my last payment? Never mind, ALLAH is there for me, for what you have done! Then, cant texting him for the balance anymore, maybe gone!!

LESSON; ALLAH IS THERE FOR ME, WHATEVER PEOPLE DOING THEY CAN RUN AWAY IN THIS WORLD, BUT WITHOUT A PEACE IN HEART MAYBE, FOR SURE THEY CANT RUN AWAY FROM ALLAH TAALA..........

LESSON; DONT SAY 'I PROMISE' BECAUSE WE DONT KNOW WHETHER ALLAH LET US TO KEEP A PROMISE OR TO BETRAY IT.

LESSON; IF SOMEONE SAY 'I PROMISE' IT TELL YOU 'DONT TRUST ME!'


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BOOKS AND PERSONAL JOURNAL FOR EVERYDAY LIFE

THIS IS A STORY OF MY BOOKS, MAY IT BECOMES AN ASPIRATION FOR YOU TO HAVE BOOKS LIKE THIS, OR, FOR STUDENT, YOU HAVE IDEAS TO WRITE AN ESSAY ABOUT 'BOOK' .

             Personally, I have THREE BOOKS, First, as shown in the picture below, is  A BOOK FOR TRAVEL. Everything about travel is in there, started form KLIA departure hall - the country I go, in the book below is about TRAVELLING TO KOREA, 2013. Everything in details, which I cant write them all here. Such as, the place I go in the town, the food, can or cannot eat, the subway map, the police emergency number, hospital number just in case, Malaysia ambassador in Seoul, their address and phone number, details about timetable day by day I in there, since morning ......

You should have one if you like travel......

The book below is ' AN ENGLISH BOOK' - my personal notes, a guideline and preparation for me to teach my classes, from Grammar, Writing, Formats, etc.....

Special about this book is, I have a collection of vocabulary, new words or phrases in movies I'm watching in the TV...... Students should do like this, collect your vocab while watching or listening to the song.................

The book below is 'A BOOK OF WORK' -which contains all about my work, my tuition classes, my typing job, in details, everything is in here............................

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So, how many book you have? These books will teach you about PLANNING EVERYTHING... MANAGEMENT IN LIFE, SO LIFE INSYALLAH WILL BECOME ORGANIZED WELL...... 

MONEY, PLANNING AND TRAVEL 2015

Today, money is valuable for everything and anything. No money no talk, no money no travel, no money no food, no money no wife, no money no study, and many other things we cannot do without money. Money seems like a king in our life today, even to a humble and 'zuhud' person, still they should use money to have food and shelter. In brief, money is everything for everything. 

Money may become a difficult task for some and an easy one for the others. It depends on what we have as a ticket for it. An excellent student may become an officer and will collect a lot of money for themselves, otherwise the SPM leaver just do a usual labor job with a small income and collect money just enough for a month. But, it is unpredictable matter. Sometime the SPM leaver can makes a lot of money as he open a business by the help of his family and so on. Anyway and anyhow, finding a job and getting a lot of money is a necessary for everybody.

After you have a sum of money, you must have a plan for it. What is the priority use of the money - completing your dream - keep a few for your insurance - and if you have an extra, it will become a preparation for your hobby. What is your hobby? Singing, fishing, collecting a video, food, or travel.

If your hobby is travel, so keep aside sum of the money for that, and always check a cheap offer in AIRASIA (www.AirAisa.com) website for a ticket. The best is if you register to be a member of AIRASIA like this -  http://www.airasia.com/my/en/home.page, so you always get the offer from them, in addition to that, you also can collect your BIG POINT which you can change it with a free ticket one day, just be a member of YouGov Survey, you want to see the benefits, you can click mine as an example, https://ap.yougov.com/en/account/register/. It is very easy, you just answer a few question in a simple survey free as I do, collect POINTS to replace it with a free ticket and more benefits. It is easy right? 

I like travel, even I have many debts and have no money, but I keep cents and ringgits for my hobby. Travel is IBADAH. Travel with the intention to view the great and marvelous creation of ALLAH TAALA in another country, ALLAH will help you before the travel, within the travel even after the travel, just believe in ALLAH will and power, The Almighty One God can gives you anything everything just in a second by HIS Will and Power.

...... keep working hard, keep saving even cents, keep praying to the Almighty One God ALLAH TAALA..... Everything will become an orderly arrange.....

UPAH MENYIAPKAN TESIS/ASSIGNMENT

UPAH TAIP ASSIGNMENT, TESIS, ESEI, REVIEW, DLL - WHATSAPP ONLY; 0129199728 NOT CALL..PLEASE RESPECT.

Kali ketiga aku  melayan kerenah seorang klien ni, pertama dulu; Gara-gara percaya ada dia, seorang kakak (lebih tua daripada aku), seorang guru, seorang ibu, aku pun serahkan assignment walaupun dia belum bayar. Walaupun jumlah yang kecil, walaupun dua puluh ringgit ke sepuluh ringgit ke, tetap kena bayar. Lama aku tunggu, kakak ni lupa ke? Aku sms dia told her about my money, then dia cakap, akk dah bank in. Hah? bila? Akk x cakap pun, xda pun. Lama dah akk bank in, akk x sempat bagitahu. Aku check at the bank, xda pun jumlah yg sepatutnya dia bagi tu.

Setahun kemudian, dia suddenly sms, akk nak mintak tolong kamu buatkan assignment boleh? Akk x cukup masa. Tajuk bulan depan baru tahu. Aku pun cakap...okay. Bulan depannya tu, aku tanya, jadi kak buat assignment? Jadi, dia cakap. minggu depan akk send tajuk. Aku pun tunggu lagi, boleh lah aku nk bayar bil guna duit tu nanti. Minggu depan berlalu, seminggu, dua minggu... bulan yang bru pun tiba, aku sms dia. Jadi kak buat assignment? Tiba2 dia jawab. Owhh.. maaf lah yasmin, akk dah siapkan, dh hntr kpd lecturer pun. Ya Allah, sedih betul aku, dipermainkan pulak. Kenapa akk x bgtahu sy? x kisah x jadi tapi bgthu lah awal2...akk tahu rasanya menunggu............. Maaf ya yasmin, akk sibuk. Okay fine...
Tiba2 lagi sekali bulan lepas, dia hntr sms urgent. Yasmin, tolong akk, akk sakit, esok nk kena hntr assignment, nanti akk bayar, buat lah dulu, send ke emel akk yer. Aku jadi kesian, sbb aku dah kenal dia lama. Aku pun tengok tajuk assignment, okay, malam itu jugak aku siapkan, sampai kul 3 pagi aku menulis. Panas kepala aku jangan, cakap lah, stuck dan jammed rasanya dalam kepala, esoknya morning aku dapat siapkan, biasalah kerja emergency! Peliknya tu, napa dari dulu x bagi aku buat, esok nk hntr hari ni suruh buat. Esoknya, aku msj dia, maaf kak, akk kena bank in dulu then sy terus emel, aku dah standby dalam draft pun, dia byr aku akan terus send saja. Bila kerja emergency, kena lah byr cas kerja overtime, macam kerja kilang, ini kerja otak manusia, bukan robotik, aku berikn sejumlah harga, double drpd biasa, aku rasa dia faham akan apa yg dia suruh aku mcm org gaji dia tu, rupanya dia x faham - macam2 alasan demi alasan diberi, cuma nk byr 100 saja utk kerja emergency!!! Lebih akk xnk byr. Ada kwn akk tu buat 100 jer dia amik. Ya Allah, menangis aku, Allah jer tahu aku ketepikan anak2 aku dan perah otak depan laptop utk beberapa jam itu tidak dihargai...... Aku pun msj dia, 'kenapa akk x suruh kwn akk tu, dia kan murah? napa akk buat sy mcm ni? xper lah kak...'
tamat disitu........ will never have any connection anymore. End.

Minggu lepas ada seorang budak Master... dalam masa 5 hari dia kena hntr bab 1 dan bab 2, tapi dia hanya ada tajuk, yg lain zero. Kesiannya aku bila orang kelam kabut begitu. Bagi aku, kita give and take lah..... aku kesiankan kamu aku tolong kamu, kamu hargai lah idea2 dlm otakku, kerahan masa singkat yg kau bagi...kau tahu harganya jika kau yang jadi aku buatkan orang punya!!!!

Adik tu pun masukkn deposit, aku terus buat....siang dan malam, pagi petang, sampai 3 pagi, sampai kepala ku migrain, panas otak. Bakinya aku berthu adik tu, sekali dgn cas sbb bagi kerja dlm masa singkat 5 hari. bukan 10 muka surat kan, lebih 50 muka surat. Adik tu faham, dia pun bayar, xda bnyk kerenah pun, sbb dia tahu dia dah lambat, dan dia x pandai nak buat. jadi dia bayar penuh..... Terima aksih dik, kerana menghargai kerja-kerja ku.

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Kalau tak nak keluar duit bayar orang, buat sendiri, habis cerita. Kalau masa xda, sibuk sangat, x sempat, kita minta tolong orang buatkan, faham lah, at least ada orang nak buatkan kerja aku ketika aku sibuk dan stuck... Bayangkan kalau aku ditempat dia, bagaimana? Fikirlah begitu...........

Mungkin upah dengan aku agak tinggi, tapi Alhamdulillah, dgn IZIN TUHAN, aku belum lagi pernah nak tipu, aku selalu buat seolah2 itu assignment aku punya..... tapi biasalah, mana ada orang yg perfect. Sebab tu aku selalu bagi awal utk orang2 yg x loghat/nak cepat, jadi mereka ada masa check dan adjust semula atau add/on apa yg aku dah tulis..... sbb aku tak repair, aku just buat/tulis sahaja.
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Syukur pada ALLAH TAALA beri aku ilham, aku selalu doa, tolong lah aku Ya Allah utk siapkan kerja dia ini, dan ALLAH yang beri rezeki ini, ALLAH lah yg tolong aku dari awal hingga akhir kerja2 ku.
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ME, MY HEART AND MY MIND

There are many issues play around in my mind. One of them is, the problem occurs when I went for a holiday during schooldays. Yes, I know I have messed up many things. But, the fact that I go holiday during schooldays is because within that period of time i can get the cheapest price for a travel, The air ticket mostly cheap during schooldays and a bit expensive during school holidays. 

And, I have booked the tickets 6 months before travel, so I really have no idea about what going on in the school on such dates. The worst happened is my daughter have left out her oral test for PT3 because of travel. What can I say? I booked the tickets so much earlier, and I don't know anything about the important dates in school. ;(

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The lesson; After this I will make sure to buy the tickets only during school holidays, and hopefully AIR ASIA will offer cheap sale within that occasion. 

CALENDAR 2014 - REMINDER FOR MYSELF

 

HOLIDAY - A WEEK AT THE END OF MARCH

                   - 3 WEEKS BEGINS END OF MAY - 15 JUNE

                   - A WEEK MID OF SEPTEMBER

                   - A MONTH BEGINS END OF NOVEMBER


IMPORTANT       - FEBRUARY  =  VISIT GRANDPA

                              - JUNE  =  FASTING MONTH

                              - JULY (28/29)  = EID FITRI

                              - THE REST  =  PREPARATION FOR SPM EXAMINATION ( MY SON)

                              - END OF DECEMBER  =  PLAN FOR A HOLIDAY SOMEWHERE

                  .......... THE PLAN BY THE WILL OF THE ONLY ONE GOD ALLAH TAALA.........

MOTIVATION TO CONTINUE A HAPPY LIFE

THE ONLY ONE GOD ALLAH TAALA THE GREAT... MASYA ALLAH, ALLAHU AKBAR

JUST SMILE,. GIVE A VERY SWEET SMILE ...

ALWAYS LOOK AT SELF,.. ALWAYS TRY TO BE GOOD.....

ISLAM IS THE BEST WAY OF LIFE

The sacre place ,.. if you have been there, you will say ' I'm speechless'.  The best in life is being there with the willing and the blessing of ALLAH TAALA THE ONLY ONE GOD, even we are sinner and useless, but, ALLAH TAALA serves us the best according to our intention going there........

REMEMBER ALLAH AND ALLAH WILL REMEMBER YOU MORE

ISLAM IS UNIVERSAL FOR ALL MANKIND

ISLAM in KOREA,.. - SHARING IS CARING-  



모든 인간에 대한 이슬람 전능하신 하나님

알라 외에는 신이 가 없습니다. 정액의드롭 사람을 창조 전능하신 하나님 ,어머니 라힘 하는 동안에는 고기 , 고장 성령 의 거룩한 마지막 조각 을 재배 합니다.

알라 외에는 신이 없다,마음이 항상 좋은 자연과 매우 풍부한 그분의 종 입니다 . 주님은 인종 과 연령 ,개 갈증 또한 훌륭한 주님과 음주를 공급할 남성과 여성 , 부 인간 의 모든 계층 을 제공 합니다 . 하나님 께 찬양 .

알라 외에는 신이 ,아주 그분의 종 에게 죄를 용서 는 없다. ALL 중독성 주류 , 도박 , SIN 은 회피 를 제외하고 , 용서 애정 , 하나님 죽여 음주 , 악, 간음 을 하는 사람들 .


이 지구에 짓 눌린 , MAN 죽은 다음, 우리 모두가 NO 를 도울 수있는 다음 큰 알라 에 수집 , 우리는 REAL , 아들과 아내 , 우리는 PURE 알라 만 PRIVATE 아니었다 것 도 아닙니다 .. 우리가 정말 애정과 용서를 가질 ..

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삶의 의미가 무엇입니까?
사람들은 이런 질문에 지루하게 생각합니다. 무덤덤하게 생각합니다. 왜 그런걸 생각해야하냐고 합니다. 돈벌기 바쁜세상에 그런 생각할 틈이 어딨냐고 말합니다. 그렇다면 우리들의 삶은 아무런 의미가 없는것입니까?
제가 초등학교때 혼자 집바깥에서 처마를 바라보며 생각했습니다. 여기 아무도 없지만 내가 살아가는것이 녹화되듯 기록되는것은 아닐까? 그럼 내가 어떻게 살아야하는것일까? 내가 무엇을 해야하는것일까. 간단한 일에도 뭔가 옳게 해야하는것이 없을까? 그리고 고등학교가 되서 생각했습니다. 나는 지금 뭘 하는것지? 도대체 어떻게 살아야하는지는 언제 가르쳐주는것지? 그어떤 선생님도 알려주지 않는 누가 인생의 정답을 누가 알려주는것이지? 그냥 아무런 이유도 모른채 무조건 미친듯이 공부해서 내던져져야만 하는것인지. 그리고 졸업했습니다. 저는 여전히 아무 인생의 이유를 찾지못했습니다. 어릴때부터 다니던 교회를 나갔지만 목사들의 하는말과 성경이 하는말고 예수의 하는말 그리고 교회의 교리. 무엇하나 일치하는것이 없었습니다. 도대체 이 많은 종파중에 어떤 종파가 진리이지? 내가 무슨 종교를 믿어야하지? 누구를 숭배해야하지? 무얼 위해 살아야하지? 도대체 인생은 어떻게 살아야하지? 누구하나 모범을 보이지못하고 해답을 보이지못했습니다. 그리고 기도했습니다. 신이 있기는 있나요? 예수가 신인가요? 목사가 신인가요? 돈이 신인가요? 내가 뭘해야하나요? 내가 왜 살아야하나요? 신이 있다면 나를 진리로 인도해주십시오. 내게 전도하는 사람마다 반갑게 환영하며 이야기를 나눴습니다. 당신이 전하는 진리가 무엇입니까? 그리고 당신이 주장하는것이 사실이라면 왜 살아야하는겁니까? 예수믿고 구원받는다는데. 믿는다는것이 정의가 뭡니까? 어떻게 믿습니까? 상관없다고요? 서울, 안산, 청주, 부산 모든곳을 다녀보아도 정답을 찾지못했습니다. 무엇하나 일치되는것. 혹은 영원히 지켜지는것은 없었습니다. 찾으면 찾을수록 공부하면할수록 부조리와 모순만 드러났습니다. 지쳤습니다. 울 힘도 없었습니다. 그냥 엎드렸습니다. 절하듯 그냥 바닥에 고꾸라졌습니다. 신이있기는 있습니까. 내가 살아야할 이유가 있기는 있습니까? 도서관에서 무적정 읽은 종교에 대한 책. 그리고 우연히 알게됬습니다. 이슬람은 기독교 유대교와 같은 아브라함의 뿌리 종교이며. 하나님을 믿지만 예수를 숭배않하는 종교이다. 저는 몰랐습니다 이슬람이 하나님을 믿는 종교인지.. 그래서 기독교에서 종파들만 교회들만 찾아다녔습니다. 하지만 마지막으로 내가 몰랐던것. 무지했던 이슬람에대해 알아보기로 했습니다. 도서관마다 모두 찾아다니며 이슬람관련 서적을 읽었습니다. 그리고 조금씩 조금씩 알게됬습니다. 내가 무지했던.. 편견으로 가득찼던 이 종교.. 아무것도 몰랐었구나... 다시 열정이 살아났습니다. 인터넷을 뒤지고. 서울중앙성원 홈페이지에 들어가는순간 나는 한 문구를 보았고 충격에 빠졌습니다. "하나님외에 다른 신이 없다." 이것은 내가 어릴때부터 성경에서 보던 구절이었습니다. 아브라함이 믿던 하나님. 모세가 믿던 하나님. 다윗과 예수가 믿던 하나님. 그들은 모두 하나님께 기도하고 하나님을 위해 살았던 선지자들이었습니다. 내가 왜 이것을 몰랐을까... 아브라함도 모세도 누구도 성경에 예수를 숭배하라고 말한적이 없습니다. 심지어 예수도 자신을 숭배하란말을 한적없고 하나님만을 경배하며 그분의 계명을 지키라했습니다. 나는 왜 이것을 몰랐을까... 그리고 알았습니다. 그래서 하나님께서 예수다음으로 마지막으로 선지자 무함마드를 보내주셨구나... 교회들이 방황하고 성경은 원본조차 존재하지않는 이상황에 그래서 하나님께서는 이슬람을 그분의 종교로 완성하시고 꾸란을 계시하셔서 보존하셨구나.. 모든것은 분명했습니다.. 네이버에 카페를 만들고 자료를 올리며 스스로 공부하기 시작했습니다. 서울성원을 찾아가 토요 강좌도 들었습니다. 그리고 한달만에 개종을 했습니다... 알함두릴라
그리고 그날저녁 제가 인생을 살았고 방황하다 어떻게 개종했는지 글을 썼습니다.

그 이후는......... 여러분들이 보시다시피 저는 행복합니다. 진리가 저를 자유케 했습니다. 진정한 복음을 찾았습니다.. 

그것은.. "하나님은 오직 한분이라는 것입니다."
"하나님 이외에 경배받을 존재가 없다는 것입니다."

저는 마음의 평안을 찾았습니다. 행복을 찾았습니다. 이슬람은 모든것을 저에게 가르쳐 주고있습니다. 꾸란과 순나는 저에게 어떻게 살아야하는지 모든 방법을 알려주고있습니다. 그리고 천국에 이르는 방법까지도 다 알려주고있습니다...

여전히 한국사람들은 방황하고 있습니다.. 그리고 저는 잘 알고있습니다.. 그들이 어떤 상태인지.. 어떤 마음을 하고있는지.. 어떻게 살아가고 있는지.. .저 역시도 그랬기에 너무 잘 알고있습니다..

그래서 노력하고 있습니다... 내가 할수있는한 어떻게든 한국사람들을 도와줘야지... 하나님께서 나를 구원해주셨듯이.. 나도 한국사람들을 이슬람으로 초대해주어야지.... 제가 살아있는한.. 제가 할수있는한.. 최선을 다해서.. 진리를 찾는자가 있다면 언제든지 도와드릴것입니다. 인샤알라, 비이드닐라 (하나님께서 허락해주신다면.)

저는 선지자 무함마드(하나님께서 그에게 자비와 평화를 베푸시길)께서 사셨던 도시 메디나(사우디아라비아)에서 공부하고있습니다. 겨우 3년전 개종했고 공부도 잘하지못하지면 할수있는한 최대한 노력하고 인터넷으로라도 여러분들을 돕고싶습니다. 누구든 진리를 원하는 분 있다면 알려주십시오. 여러분들이 이슬람으로 입교할수있도록 도와드리겠습니다. 모든 정보를 드리겠습니다. 감사합니다.

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SUNTIKAN MOTIVASI HIDUP YANG INDAH

Keyakinan kepada Allah adalah ibarat air kedamaian yang tak pernah kering menjadikan seorang muslim tetap tegar disaat orang lain berguguran dan tetap tenang disaat orang lain ketakutan.. biar rebah,jangan berubah biar terbuang,terus berjuang.. ujian adalah tarbiah dari Allah, semakin dekat bahtera kita kepada-Nya, semakin hebat taufan melanda....


Kadang-kadang kita berdoa utk kuat tapi kenapa byk dugaan,
kadang-kadang kita minta cerdik tp masalah pula yang timbul,
kadang-kadang kita minta bahagia tapi hura-hara pula dtg...
Dugaan menjadikan mental kita kuat,
masalah menjadikan kita berfikir,
huru-hara menjadikan kita tabah...
Hebat kan Allah...semua ada hikmah...

Kalaulah manusia tahu hadis ini:
"Telah berkata Jibril: Wahai Tuhan, kau sampaikanlah hajat hambamu, maka Allah menjawab: Biarkan hambaku itu, kerana aku mencintai suaranya(doanya) -Diriwayatkan oleh Anas bin Malik

Renung2kanlah... Ya Allah... hanya pada Mu tempat ku mengadu & memohon, kurniakanlah kepada ku ketenangan hati & perkhabaran gembira... Aamiin


Tuhan yg satu, hanya Allah, takut pula apa yg akan dipertanggung-jawabkan kpd kita di akhirat kelak, dihari pembalasan, apa yg kita bawa apa yg kita telah persiapkan, "MALIKIYAU'UMIDDIN" yang mengusai/menjadi raja/hakim dihari pembalasan, apa yg kita bawa ? harta benda dunia ? cerita fitnah ? pangkat mahkota ? apa mampu utk kita berdusta lagi dihadapan Allah-Subahanahuwata'ala, tentu tidak ! layu tunduk malu !


4 hal yang menghilangkan kesegaran dan kejernihan wajah :
*Berbohong,tidak tahu malu,terlalu sering bertanya yang tidak perlu,melakukan maksiat 

4 hal yang membuatkan wajah segar :
*menjaga harga diri,menepati janji,pemurah dan takwa

4 hal yang membahayakan kemampuan otak :
*ketagihan makan makanan yang masam2,tidur terlentang,resah dan susah hati

4hal yang menambah daya faham :
*hati yang bersih,tidak makan dan minum berlebihan,mengatur makan dgn baik,membuang semua sedapan makanan yang memudaratkan kesihatan


Sebaik2 pendamping adalah ALLAH~
~Sebaik2 kekasih adalah ALLAH~
~Sebaik2 yang memberi petunjuk dan nasihat adalah ALLAH~
~Sebaik2 teman dan sahabat adalah ALLAH~
~Sebaik2 yang memahami dan melindungi adalah ALLAH~
~Dan padaNya curahan dan kembalinya segala sesuatu~
~Sungguh..seluruh jiwa itu adalah milik ALLAH SWT~



# Kata-kata indah perkongsian daripada seorang sahabat Facebook yang dihormati...jadi motivasi suntikan semangat untuk ku, untuk kita....

CRAB SOUP FOR DENGUE FEVER

iNGREDIENTS;

a. Ketam 2 ekor
b. 2 biji buah pelaga
c. Kayu manis sepanjang jari kelingking
d. Sekuntum bunga lawang
e. Bawang putih 5 biji ditumbuk
f. Halia sebesar ibu jari diketuk
g. Serbuk lada hitam/lada putih
h. 3 cawan air
i. Garam secukup rasa
j. Minyak untuk menumis
k. Bawang goreng, daun sup dan daun bawang


# Not a crab you find in the sea/ seashore okay,... please choose a crab which living in the river, what we called as KETAM NIPAH...


This is KETAM NIPAH.....







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celebrate NEW YEAR IN ISLAM,.....

IPAR DUAI ADALAH MAUT DALAM ISLAM...

Rasulullah Shallallahu 'alaihi wa sallam bersabda. yang artinya: "Jangan kamu sekalian masuk ke dalam (ruang) wanita. Mereka bertanya, "Ya Rasulullah bagaimana dengan saudara ipar?". Rasulullah menjawab, "Saudara ipar adalah kematian (maut)" [Hadits Riwayat Ahmad, Tirmidzi, Shahih Al-Jami' Ash-Shaghir no. 2677]. Mengapa dikatakan kematian/maut seperti itu? Ini tak lain dan tak bukan dikarenakan, meski kita sudah menikahi saudaranya sebagai suami atau istri, tak berarti bahwa kakak atau adik ipar itu menjadi MAHRAM (yang terlarang untuk dinikahi) untuk kita. Tetap saja, status kakak atau adik ipar itu bukan mahram (alias boleh dinikahi). Yang terlarang dalam Islam adalah mengumpulkan dua saudara kandung dalam satu perkawinan. Maka itu, seorang wanita diharuskan tetap mengenakan hijabnya jika di rumahnya ada saudara laki-laki dari suaminya, baik itu berstatus kakak ipar atau adik ipar. Ia tidak boleh diperbolehkan membuka hijabnya, bila ada saudara ipar, baik itu kakak atau adik ipar, sedekat apa pun hubungan mereka. Mengapa? karena sebagai sudah disabdakan Nabi, bahwa ipar itu adalah maut! Tentu banyak cerita kita dengar dalam masyarakat,... ada abang ipar berselingku dengan adik iparnya ketika isterinya sarat mengandung, ada yang merogol kerana adik iparnya cantik dan seksi,..... macam-macam kejadian yang tidak kita ingini, tapi syaitan itu sentiasa membisikkan kejahatan supaya kita sesat dan dimurkai..... Kerana itu, Islam melarang aurat bebas dibuka, tidak berhijab kepada ipar-duai walaupun dalam rumah sendiri.......


Semuga ALLAH TAALA memberi kita kekuatan untuk memelihara aurat dan maruah kita walaupun dalam rumah kita sendiri.......Ameen.

DONATE & KEEP QUIET....SODAQOH

SODAQOH or donates any thing to everybody around you, it is like a miracle that can change your destiny. With an intention to show your love to THE ONLY ONE GOD, you will be escaped from danger and harmful. With your charity to the need and poor and orphans, you will be healed, safe from any disease or bad luck. You can escape from sad and grief, and get blessing for any matter in your lifetime. A big reward waiting for those who like doing charity and donates even a slice of fruit, one cent, or one dollar. The important is the interaction between you and ALLAH TAALA in your donation.

Try donate one cent sincerely, then, you wait for the result,... you believe or not???

penyakit KOLESTROL berbahaya

Jika anda atau kenalan anda sedang mendapat rawatan 

penyakit kolesterol, boleh baca kombinasi doa-doa ini:

1. Surah al-Fatihah.

2. Surah al-Hasyr ayat 21 hingga 24.

3. dan baca doa di atas.

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KOLEKSI DOA - ANGIN, DENGKI,STROK..

 Ayat-Ayat Wirid Mangsa Hasad Dengki

AL-Fatihah (surah 1 : ayat 1-7) : dibaca 7 kali

 
Ayatul Kursi (surah 2 : ayat 255) : dibaca 7 kali

 
Ayatul Mulk (surah 67 : ayat 1-30) : dibaca 1 kali

 
Al-Qalam (surah 68 : ayat 51) : dibaca 7 kali

 

Al-Ikhlas (surah 112 : ayat 1-4) : dibaca 7 kali

Al-Falaq (surah 113 : ayat 1-5) : dibaca 7 kali

An-Nas (surah 114 : ayat 1-6) : dibaca 7 kali

SECRET OF OUR FIVE FINGERS

Asas 5 jari

Jari telunjuk : usus
Jari tengah : Jantung
Jari Manis : Imuniti
Jari kelingking : Rahim/Tulang Belakang


Cuba anda lihat pada ruas jari2 anda...Kalau ruas jari kehitaman tu maknanya badan kita ni penuh dengan racun dan toksik.perkara tersebut boleh menyebabkan badan kita dijangkiti sembelit.

Seterusnya, kalau kita sebagai seorang wanita, cara untuk tengok system dalaman perempuan kita pulak, adalah dengan melihat pada jari kelingking kita.kalau jari kita meruncing atau bengkok, maknanya haid tak teratur, keputihan, senggugut, dan berkemungkinan rahim kita jatuh.

Kalau tapak tangan berbintik maknanya masalah angin.cube cek tapak tgn masing2, kalau yang suka marah2 tu mungkin angin dalam badan banyak.sebab itulah selalu rasa nak marah dan naik angin aje.

Selain itu, pernah tak sahabat2 mengalami masalah tapak tangan berpeluh atau lembab ke? jika ya, itu tandanya badan kita mudah diserang sel2 kanser.

Jika perut ibu jari berwarna biru kehijauan maknanya seseorang itu mengalami masalah resdung, alergi, dan penyakit paru2.sekiranya, perut ibu jari ada urat hijau kebiruan maknanya anda seorang pengidap gastric.

Selain itu, urat biru /hijau pada pergelangan tangan, tapak tangan, sepanjang jari dan betis kaki maknanya seseorang itu mengidapi stress atau tekanan dalam kehidupan sehariannya.

Seterusnya,ini saya kira yang paling menarik untuk kita tengok sekiranya kita sebagai seorang wanita. cuba sahabat2 tengok pada kuku setiap jari anda..

jika terdapat bulan sabit berwarna putih di setiap jari anda bermakna anda mengalami hormon yang tidak seimbang.

Tapi berlainan pulak sekiranya anda mempunyai bulan sabit yang berwarna putih itu hanya pada ibu jari sahaja, itu menandakan anda seorang yang
sihat..insya allah...